>>10738194Seriously anon, is this a novelty thing or are you actually a pedophile?
If this is cope that prevents you from thinking about real children, it's already better than most people.
But why not right your wrongs?
You could be doing some introspection and try to realize why you are the way you are.
Why not join a support group? Maybe go see a therapist?
Deep down through these layers of irony you know this isn't okay.
You CAN recover.