>>1076509i ended up as 24yo shut it, las years i spend with very little human interaction, i live in rural shithole so i cant even go on walk because its nothing here, i esed to mork shorty in shitty jobs and most time i spend all by myself daydreaming and lurking 4chan and other raleted sites. My biggest fear is losing my libido before i would get the cahnce to lose my v-card. I get used to this lifestyle but sometimes i still get lonely and depressed and i ask myselves didnt became a normie. Im in process of starting job in Big city and its my only hope, its good paying job(average national salary) and they want to hire me because i speak perfect english. It seems to good to be true and im worry they woudnt eventually hire me. If they hire me that woud be first ocasion in my 24yo life to use tinder becaue it only exist in big cities. Im looking like Chad slayer but balding so i do believe some of those sluts woudnt want to date me. Thats keep me going. My only hope.
