I've done gay things in the past, I'm sorry and disgusted by that. I prefer women now, women are infinitely superior. I don't understand how I could and how people can sink to the level of fucking another man. This is inconceivable to me. I was desperate because I was depressed and felt that no woman in the universe would want to be mine, but having sex with a man only made me feel worse. But after I started fucking women in the nearest brothel, I was happier and my self-esteem improved. In the end, I was not as unwelcome to women as I thought. It was just my inferiority and depression complex deceiving me
