>>10767223I'll try to describe it as well as possible, but it's almost impossible to do.
It's fun. Not in a pure MDMA fun way, but more like a rollercoaster is fun. It's fun because it's scary, and because you know you're going to be okay. But somewhere along the rollercoaster ride, you forget that you got on, and that you're going to get off at some point. You're just riding this scary ride. You don't know who or what you are. If you're lucky, you have some space for yourself. If you're unlucky, your sense of space sort of dissolves, and you either float in nothing or you become part of some ambient form. Your sense of time goes away too. Moments can feel like they last for hours. Expect a lot of visceral thought loops. Expect to feel dispair.
My usual K-hole feels like "waking up". It feels like my "real life" is the trip, and I wake up into this chaotic true reality, where I am formless and timeless. My different K-hole moments feel like they occur back to back in this reality. If this makes sense: it feels like linear "real life" time loops through this K-hole point a few times, bringing me back to the same place outside space and time.
It's cool. Just fill up a nose-spray bottle with 2 grams and blast away.
