the entities that govern the chaos, deviation, and shadow of the world like to fuck with me. I had a terrible nightmare last night of having a woman I loved dearly cuckold me. She didn't even win over the guy, since he just let her be a side chick to his main girl. This is a great deception designed to torture me: the dream was so sexually charged that under any other circumstance it would've been a wet dream, but when I woke up it was clear that it wasn't a wet dream. I didn't even have morning wood.
Usually they content themselves with keeping me awake at night but I've become good at avoiding them or ignoring them. I hate that they are able to show me lies and evil things while I dream, though. I wish I could prevent this sort of thing.