>>10795483you just don't get it fag. it's terrible to be forced around toxic scum who only antagonize you constantly. When you're a kid you can't escape, and if you're a fucked up mental case as a young adult you still can hardly escape and it feels like violence is the only way out.
In the end I just spent as much time outside my home as possible and eventually moved to escape. that's literally the only option, but it takes a lot of resolve to get there because the emotional vampire won't stop raping your spirit every day
