>>10800587This intrested me for a long time. I also have this tranny desire. Except I live with it knowing it is not normal. I have multiple theories on why this might occour. I will try to write down how I think I fell into this rabbit hole.
People previously mentioned porn. Altough I don't think that's the root cause. I think porn is just a huge push for an already existing problem. But I believe thereal cuse starts way earlier than the individual discovering porn. I remember mine starting in pre-school.
Other things I remember from that era is living with my single mother and my sister alone. My mom back then and up to this day even tho we are all adults now strongly prefers my sister, and despises my father. She has always been really vocal about it. Even back then I made the realisation that have I been born female, it'd be more peaceful.
Taking part of the school system I remember always having women as authority figures. And any conflict happened between boys and girls, the girl was the winner. She was priority. I soon learned that boys = disgusting, ugly, bad, smelly while girls = good, beautiful, nice.
Then you get into early teen life and learn that women are everything. Boys will bend over backwards for them and if you have anything bad to say about them, then prepare for a small mob beating you up after school.
Then. Only then does one discover porn and other media. But even there I think not the simple porn that drives this further. But modelling and cosplay. It is just natural that someone in their teens consuming entertaining media (anime, video games, movies) will try to mimic it. Why not cosplay then? It is popular, cool, and respected.
Only you figure out that the cosplay scene is either be pro or be girl. So you give up on it. But you note to yourself how good it'd be if you were one so you could also get all the attention for a $20
d.va suit and not havibg to spend $2000 and a year only te be called a faggot....
