>>1084169i sort of recommend this.
though, opiates tend to always make things worse in the end if you use regularly. i recommend opiates as a last
resort.id be addicted to them right now but doing fent for a very short period got my tol so high none of them are any fun (blessing in disguise)
dissociatives on the other hand do a great job of taking you out of the hate being alive, dont want to die phase. for me ive learned to embrace being alive with all the flaws thanks to dissociatives, but it can go the other way and some heavy dis users end up killing themselves. they do tend to push people one way or the other though from what ive seen.
mdma can really fucking help too but not as much for straight up depression, but id still highly highly recommend trying it. took me out of the reee normies phase, and its a lot easier to learn to enjoy life if you can stop hating the majority of people just for being different. course thats more of an r9k thing, but you are posting a picture of r9kman.
psychedelics you should definitely try too but after you try other stuff, because they can end in the biggest shitfests of anything pretty much. literally everyone i know who take them regularly or somewhat regularly have been pretty much incapacitated for 1-4 months after shitty trips, but 3/4 of them have regardless had quality of life improvements due to what you learn about yourself on psys (the other 1/4 couldnt handle it and went off the deep end)