>>10843344I'm going to lay something down here that might scare you.
I have blonde hair and blue eyes. When I was about four years old a next-door neighbor boy about my age told me to get under the bed. His dad was a cop and Mexican and the mother white. He put my penis in his mouth and it was strange. He asked me to do the same and I got grossed out by it and refused to do it. That's all I remember. A girl from the family once took her father's gun and flashed it around me when I was around the same age. That was when my parents moved the hell away from there.
When I was in high school two fat people involved in my theater group (one girl and a guy) wanted to see me naked, and I did it. I didn't want anal sex or anything, but it felt good to show off and be nude in front of someone. I now realize that was sexual abuse because I was 16 and they were 18. I started having cold chills and shaking when I remembered this.
My cousin on my mom's side has two half-Mexican children and my grandmother and my uncle (their grandfather) take care of them frequently. My sister married a Jew and had a mischling (after she had a white son with a guy who died in a jet-ski accident) When they hear about all of this racial tension I can imagine how frightened they are. My sister has been becoming increasingly strange and makes fun of my brother's wife for how strange she does her makeup. People gaslit the millennial generation from the very beginning. They start you off with Bambi and then degrade you with Nightmare Before Christmas and finish it off with Corpse Bride to ensure you think about death often. Then you hear or see white men with cancer (the prevalence of which is rising because of all the chemicals) get buttfucked by a black guy.
I am stuck between the thought of playing the role of the punisher or sitting right next to the crazy family I have and letting myself be shot. There is no cure for the Jewish mind virus.
