>>10876854Self hate is like a drug. You end up liking it after a while, don't you? What is your main issue anyway? That you are ugly? So what? You may say that I don't understand, and you might be right. But if I did then what? We'd just tell eachother that we deserve to be unhappy, wouldn't we?
Distracting yourself isn't something that you should do, it's a sort of you can run but you can't hide kind of situation. I think you already saw plenty of people who were running from their problems and you could also see how, in the end, they stayed just as miserable. The only way in which you can get over it is by facing and then overcoming it. But the more you run the harder it will be to face it. You could start by not saying degrading things about yourself, even if you believe them to be true. Just simply don't say them. It's not hard, is it?
