I find a lot of happiness thinking about when the Lord will fulfill his promises to kill the children of those who rebelled against him. It's literally on my mind all day, every day. I often think about that moment when it finally dawns on Jenna who is high man and who is a low man, and I often fantasize about the feeling in the low man's heart when he knows she's realized it. Rarely does a day go by without me thinking about it, wishing it was today.
>but whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
>and who meditates on his law day and night.