I posted this on /bant/ too but just want to say I don't really know how it started but I've had this obsessive disgust for ugliness in people, especially those with facial deformities, for years now and I can't not hate ugly people no matter how much I try and it's gotten to the point of making me kinda emotional insane, you know, because there's quite a lot of ugly people that exist and I see them all the time. Like, I'm not talking just, I kind of dislike them, I mean I have a full on genocidal disgust and loathing for them that comes from my very core being. I really can't overempathise enough how strong and vitriolically insane this feeling makes me.

IDK if it's some some sort of mental disorder or what, but I just want someone to explain to me how y'all go through life with accepting the fact that ugly people exist. I know it's just like, "if you're not insecure you just don't care and don't think about it" but that might as well be gibberish to my insane mind.