I went outside to see id dad dad is gonibf back home and i layed on a ground a nd some drunk girls ere laughing at me, yhis isn't fair, even other drinka laufg at me because that have friebds im crying i hate the qorld i eant to sdiee and be reform in the qordld qhen i don't have to drink and everybody liked nr bit that qull never haplen i hate myself and people ap laufg at me