i feel like my brain is fucking rotting i can't fucking take it anymore whatever i do does not bring me happiness anymore not games not reading not friends not music not cooming not movies not anime or manga fucking nothing.
what the fuck is wrong with my fucking brain have i milked all the dopamine out of it or something for fucks sake what the fuck is wrong with it.
i feel like i have deteriorated so fucking much that people won't even fucking recognise me.
it took me 30 fucking minutes just to get motivated enough to start typing this garbage.
i need some schizo pills or something man.