>>11003472A lot of things are going to happen now that are beyond your control. If that ever feels overwhelming over the next few months I strongly recommend reading stoic texts especially Marcus Aurelius' meditations, they are well known to be very helpful to those experiencing trauma or incredible pain.
Also, you're likely to get a large amount of money from life insurance/ mortgage, far more than many people your age. Some advice I got from my father when you come into a lot of wealth I'll pass on to you:
>spend a third of it>save a third of it>invest a third of itGodspeed anon. Remember not to fall to anger, to be kind, only then will you make it.