>>11014165So how can you want to die while you truly don't want to die? My theory is that you see wanting to die as a cope "->someday I will end it all" but you will never turn this false hope into reality because you truly don't want to
>He is a fool if he cannot be happy with what he's got Happiness is decided by your brain chemicals. My release of them got messed up. I know when I would have to feel something but I still feel nothing
>>11014170I was in a psych ward for 4 months
I will learn japanese now so I will probably not reply anymore
