when you can't focus
you shake like you got parkinson's
can't remember anything
don't know what you're looking for ot have to do
everything is a fuck and you can't help yourself to just observe what you can't understand
everything iritates you and whatever you pick up to work on just doesn't cut it
I wonder what is it that makes people feel that way
still, I find myself enjoying these moments when I'm angry and hate everything and everybody as it makes me see that time, place and everything that living beings stress about is merely an illusion set for themselves that pales in comparisson to what most would reffer to as "reality" though in context of reality whose properties are far and beyond of what human senses can observe and not even the most profficient instruments -whose data is later again observed by human senses- can pick up