I am so fucking pissed
the girl i was dating with some time ago is moving in next door with her BF
I have to see them being a happy couple every fucking day while I am rotting away alone at home masturbating 5 times a day to doijins on exhentai
it could have been fucking me if was not an autist and recognise the signals she was giving to me when we were dating

why life fucking hates me
i am being mocked by god for my failures
laughing at me saying see this could have been you but you fucked it up
time is ticking I turned 28 today and I fucking dont want to see people anymore

why lif