>>11060672its okey anon.
i get it. you are either gay and shit, or ugly and aquard.
either way. i feel your pain /b/ro.
only a very few girls out there go through what men call "loneliness" and i dont mean the "uh man i didnt fuck this month" i mean, true.. loneliness. the kind that fucks with you on a deep, an damaging level.
my advice is to work on yourself. an i dont mean that in a meaningless, shallow kind of way.
literally just understand that this is not the first. last or only, hell probably not even the worst missfortune that you are going to have to face in your life.
focus on the things that matter. so that regardless of if you have a BF or not.
you would be able to remain strong enough to deal with your emotions.
personally, from everything i've experienced,
talked about and read. possibly the best thing you can do is go into a martial arts class.
not only will it beat the gay out of you and make you face your problems, internal and external. but in addition to learning a massively life altering skill you will be around people and have a high chance of meeting someone nice.
in addition to looking good.
if you feel like thats not an option (phisical disability. etc) then do what you can in terms of physicality.
good luck OP.
you still a faggot btw.
