So I stopped watching IRL porn, drinking alcohol (i almost never drink and drink very little but I also don't like it anyway), don't smoke, don't go to clubs and generally try to be the best version of myself i can be (not being greedy or angry etc.)

But I have this one problem: I can't part with hentai or ecchi anime. I just love big tiddy onee-sama doujins too much. So I was thinking about it:

> I am not lusting after someone else
> I currently don't have a partner that I am betraying (once married I wouldn't anyway)
> I am not degrading someone else (because it's just a drawing)
> I'm not supporting the exploitation of women / sex trafficking
> it's just a drawing
> Most bible verses are more about adultery/ having sex with real women or thinking about real women
> helps me not being lustful about real women/ watch real porn

But to me, it feels like I am just making up excuses, so I wanted to know your opinions on this. Technically, it's not even that much about masturbating that it is about watching.
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