>>11086124Started wanking it to negresses because I had gotten bored of all kinds of white women. Got into WMBF. After that I watched anything and everything; all pairings and situations. Some thug nigger fucking a cheating white wife, a white guy fucking a negress slave, some Asian getting fucked by a Latino, whatever. Some more, some less. Now I’m visiting /tv/, see an off topic blacked post and get a boner because my mind associates it with everything else. I just want to get rid of it because it’s not like I ever found the blackies attractive, I just saw those black melons and figured “eh, why not, I’ll just ignore the head” and now I’m here.
I’ve been trying to use just pictures for a while now. But I go to /s/ and I see some oiled up and photoshopped negress, or I go to /gif/ to look for some instathot WEBMs, see the endless spam of IR porn of any kind, pop a boner and just feel bad about it. But I am doing better than last year, so I think slowly but steadily I could shed it. It’s probably tied with my feelings of unworthiness since it emerged right around the time I hit rock bottom.
