i might kill myself im really closing the edge. its funny how good school is going for me yet my mental health is fucking everything over. most people here prob will be happy to see me gone.
Anonymous
5I9 !/sig//vPy6
Ritsu
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>>11089509 thanks. people like you really makes it easier for me to do this
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:14:26 No. 11089518 Report You're meeting God, son.
Ritsu
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>>11089512 >namefag calling me a attention whore cool. this whole world are filled with cunts like you. i wish it would burn to the ground
Ritsu
Anonymous
>>11089502 can i join you?
Anonymous
why is it that you want to kill yourself?
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:15:31 No. 11089526 Report >>11089522 It's time for you to suffer.
Anonymous
>>11089502 >school You'll grow out of it. Don't pull a Minecraft move just yet.
Mono
Ritsu
>>11089523 join me whatever.
>>11089525 pain in many different shapes and forms. i feel like im attacked from every angle in life. it doesnt matter no one would be able to know how i am like anyway
>>11089526 no
>>11089527 >you will grow out of it haha... yeah becuase its something one can grow out of. like a missing leg or something. it has been the bogey man my whole life
Stupid Retard
Anonymous
>>11089534 How are people attacking you?
Anonymous
>>11089536 if you're a super retard then i'm a Mega retard
Anonymous
LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD
LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:19:04 No. 11089547 Report >>11089534 Suffer the wrath of God.
Ritsu
>>11089538 God sent them to torment me. God set me up to fail and to hate him and his creations. im just gonna go die so i can rest for once.
Stupid Retard
Stupid Retard
>>11089548 we live in a society
Anonymous
>>11089534 Basically, don't get the rope until you're at least 21 and sorted out your thoughts and while we're at it don't you dare castrate yourself.
Ritsu
>>11089546 >norwegian telling me im a pussy your kind is fucking naive pussy shit itself retard
>>11089547 your autistic shitposting isnt funny.
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:20:48 No. 11089559 Report >>11089548 God is righteous. You are just another parasite.
Anonymous
>>11089548 I think that too sometimes. But think about it logically. Why would god do such a thing? It's rather bothersome to target certain individuals, don't you think? Especially when you got a universe to run.
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:21:43 No. 11089562 Report Quoted By:
>>11089558 But your blood flowing would be very funny.
Anonymous
>>11089556 >>11089558 Wait, are you white?
Anonymous
>>11089558 you won't do it huh
you're too fucking weak to even end your miserable existence
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:22:15 No. 11089567 Report >>11089560 God kills niggers. Guess.
Ritsu
>>11089554 ok
>>11089556 im not a tranny. anyways. im mentally ill. always been. never gonna change. i know im gonna be like this for years probably the rest of my life and there is nothing i can do about that
>>11089559 i spit on God and slay his children
>>11089560 too many bad coincidences make you question reality. at some point it being random stops making sense.
Anonymous
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:22:50 No. 11089572 Report >>11089568 You're going to suffer.
Ritsu
>>11089563 im hapa
>>11089566 bruh why so many kids in my thread. i swear i would beat all of you up
Anonymous
>>11089567 why are you still alive then?
>>11089568 Honestly i would kill myself a million times to get your life. Try looking at the bright side for once.
Anonymous
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>>11089573 I've seen pics of you
you're not beating anyone up
Ritsu
Anonymous
>>11089573 Oh then I won't intrude on your Minecraft gaming habits, have a nice day.
Anonymous
>>11089584 fucking do it you weak little faggot
Anonymous
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:25:30 No. 11089593 Report >>11089584 Suffer at God's hand.
>>11089581 Because I am warriour the paragon of dacopurity killer of subhumans (like you) loyal to God only.
Ritsu
>>11089581 >Honestly i would kill myself a million times to get your life. Try looking at the bright side for once. you dont know anything about my life or my circumstances
>>11089586 okay.
>>11089588 seriously anon? is this all. "muh faggot" "muh weak". i raped your native mom. im immigrant you bitch white boy. lmao
>>11089589 im better tahn you that is.
>>11089593 suffer at my hand.
Anonymous
>>11089593 why am i still alive then?
Anonymous
>>11089595 Neither do you know about mine.
Anonymous
>>11089595 you're the one starting a topic saying "i might kill myself"
then fucking do it
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:27:30 No. 11089605 Report >>11089595 Bitch.
>>11089596 You're a demon parasite slave to NWO
Anonymous
>>11089605 I'm a slave to nobody
why am i still alive?
Ritsu
>>11089600 dont assume things you have no idea about retard.
>>11089602 "might" lole. sorry that i made your tiny balls blue.
>>11089605 if there was no consequenses i would have so much fun if you were with me.
El_Mochimel !b2zq2MOCHI
>>11089502 no.
stop being retard
at least finish school, im sure your life is not that bad
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:29:22 No. 11089615 Report >>11089608 You're a slave and a slave as well. Guess, subhuman.
Anonymous
>>11089502 It is always good to know that namefag suffers. Kys as soon as you can
Anonymous
>>11089611 just do it
it would be so easy
Anonymous
>>11089611 what's so awful about your life besides your untreated mental illness? You have food, shelter, you live in a first world nordic country. I would love to live your life.
Ritsu
>>11089614 i banged my head to the wall several times and my anger outburts caused me to break some walls and some items and my neighbour is threatening to call the police.
>>11089616 if i could i would drag your fat ass over to hell.
>>11089617 i wanna.
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:30:19 No. 11089621 Report >>11089611 Scared of something are you? You sure you're up for it, punk?
Anonymous
Anonymous
>>11089620 just do it
kill yourself
Ritsu
>>11089619 having a perfect envrioment wouldnt mean shit if your a broken person. but what would u know. any third worlder wants to be a cancer patient in first world because thats real happiness.
>>11089621 cringe
>>11089624 okay
Anonymous
>>11089627 all the suffering would be over just like that
it would be so easy to let go
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:32:17 No. 11089632 Report >>11089623 >>11089627 You're nothing to me, degenerate.
Anonymous
>>11089620 Well now you are just being mean. Kill yourself, that should solve the problem
Anonymous
>>11089627 try being a broken person in a third world "country" like shithuania lol. Your life is paradise compared to mine.
Stupid Retard
>>11089627 i agree with mochi stop being an idiot you are better than this ritsu
Ritsu
>>11089631 suicide is painful. people often fail during their attempts at suicides. permanent damage can come. but at this point im starting to risk taking permanent damage and lots of pain just to get over with it.
>>11089632 i dont care please stop being annoying
>>11089634 i should
>>11089636 fine. maybe i really should kill myself to prove that i gone through much pain. because nobody believes me no matter how much i try to show them.
>>11089638 really. u who know nothing about my life is saying that.
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:34:16 No. 11089643 Report Quoted By:
LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD
LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:34:40 No. 11089645 Report Quoted By:
>>11089642 You don't tell me what to do, bitch.
Anonymous
>>11089642 all you said is that people "attack" you without elaborating more on it. Please elaborate.
Ritsu
im not even gonna reply to some of the tards here its like replying to npcs.
Anonymous
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>>11089642 and living isn't painful?
be honest with yourself, are you happy?
do you want to continue like this?
Anonymous
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>>11089627 I would torture and stab the shit out of you
Stupid Retard
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>>11089651 whatever ritsu you've helped me before
Anonymous
Bye Ritsu, it was nice knowing you :'(
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:38:16 No. 11089663 Report Quoted By:
Ritsu
>>11089649 they attack me by setting me up to fail every aspect of life. God did this to me. through "bad coincidences". tell me why your life is so awful tell me why u think ur life is so much better than me. its hard for me to not scream and destroy things if i dont bite myself or cut myself.
>>11089657 okay
Anonymous
>>11089666 you know it's true. you don't fit in.
why are you still holding on?
just do it.
Ritsu
>>11089668 because there is still someone i care about here. even amongst rotten pieces of shit like yourselves there is still someone i care about.
Anonymous
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Have you guys ever seen that movie with Shia LeBeouf where they dig holes as punishment
Ritsu
this is what bant is. community filled with losers who love to drive each other to suicide by shitting on each other. thanks bant. this is really what bant culture is. driving people to suicide.
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LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:41:38 No. 11089689 Report Quoted By:
LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD
LVPVS DACVS ARIANVS I AM THE DEATH OF BLOOD BORNE GLORY THROUGH GOD ID:7N2j0FZu Wed 19 Aug 2020 22:42:16 No. 11089691 Report Quoted By:
Anonymous
>>11089666 >tell me why your life is so awful tell me why u think ur life is so much better than me I was always an outcast. Always alone. Never liked by anyone. I never even saw my mother's face. I'm also a genetic mistake as far as i'm concerned. Not to mention i live in this shithole.
>they attack me by setting me up to fail every aspect of life besides your diagnosis removal, which i admit was a dick move by your dad, where else do these people set traps for you?
Anonymous
Anonymous
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>>11089687 Nah I'm just racist.
Anonymous
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>>11089502 ta tran din dvitaminløse jævel lol
Anonymous
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>>11089687 I think you should watch that movie because even though those boys felt useless they felt a sense of purpose to dig and always had each other's backs
Anonymous
Ritsu
>>11089692 >majority of life told im normal so confusion arise to why i am the way i am >dad kicked me out when i was 15 because he got angry at me for not wanting to work for him >mom forced me to go to the doc without me knowing to talk about the cuts on my arms >the people who were supposed to aid me ignored what i said about medication and their help is to tell me that i have to help myself everyone aided in my curse
Anonymous
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>>11089687 LOL seething, cry more faggot
Anonymous
>>11089675 ... here? oh no.. that's really sad. the people you care about are fake online friends who only know the mask you put on online. they only see what you want them to see. they don't know the real you. if they knew you, if they met you in real life, would they still like you? would they still talk to you? be honest. imagine for a second, if you were someone else and you met who you are now, would you want to be friends with that person?
Ritsu
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everyone here are contributing in creating a sociopath unironically
Anonymous
>>11089707 how is your mother sending you to the doc a bad thing?
Anonymous
>>11089675 >because there is still someone i care about here Why did you make a thread about considering suicide while you actually aren't. Your life is very miserable, is it really worth it to live for that person?
Anonymous
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>>11089707 see, even your family don't care about you.
it's time to let go. there's nothing holding you back. it's time to leave this cruel world.
Anonymous
Anonymous
I do not mean to be rude but you are not helping yourself by being here, especially if you are under age
Ritsu
>>11089711 yes he would. because i met him up irl dork. u know im doing most of the work here retard. because ur articulating it in a really shitty way. i was way more shitty feels wise before u came desu.
>>11089714 because i didnt know anything about it. she made me embarres myself in front of the doctor without my consent if i could atleast prepare. but u know fine FUCKING FINE. fuck you and fuck everyone else you pieces of shit. u deserve to live your life clearly .
>>11089716 i love him. but when i know im gonna be like this for the rest of my life im starting to want to kill myself.
Ritsu
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>>11089721 unironically. bant was the place i found most of my friends and the current person i love. but u know. this is what bant is now. its just a bunch of trashy shitty underage posters and manchildren.
Anonymous
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>>11089722 well then maybe you're just an attention whore then? you don't even want to die. honestly, who the fuck is POSING as suicidal online?
really, how fucking pathetic are you?
Anonymous
>>11089722 try looking at this from her perspective
would you have accepted to go if she told you beforehand? Also calm down. I'm not trying to make fun of you or anything. I'm trying to understand your situation here.
Anonymous
>>11089722 We both know you will stay the same until your end. Why don't you write a fictional suicide note? Maybe it will help you think about stuff
Ritsu
>>11089732 really. because this whole time you have just been making my situation out to be inferior to yours. isnt that a bit selfish? but oh your just trying to help. trying to understand my situation. well u wont prob ever understand my sitation people prob wont understand why im like this ever.
>>11089734 its become much more worse the last year. i havent become this impulsive before. biting myself doesnt work anymore. i can try fictional suicide note idk.... everyone seems to be selfish. so i guess i will become selfish too
Anonymous
>>11089738 i'm not trying to make out anything. I'm genuinely curious that's all. I have no idea how to help you. I'm merely offering ideas that i would use in your situation.
Anonymous
>>11089738 that's what life is, young faggot. Life has always been and will continue to be survival of the fittest, if you can't win or cope, kill yourself.. oh wait you are too much of a pussy to do that. might as well get someone to do it for you then
Anonymous
>>11089738 I see. You will even get worse in the future... Do that suicide note desu. Many people probably think you will kill yourself sooner or later
Ritsu
>>11089744 >offering ideas i love these kind of people you know. they just approach people and give the simplest fucking solutions to the person as if that person havent though about it ages ago. u seem like a dipshit. honestly u seem spoiled. no humility at all. maybe ur a spoiled sociopath. idk.
>>11089745 shut up before i impregnate your wife leaf cuck.
Ritsu
>>11089748 they already planned for me to be put in mental asylum. but then since things went well im not going anyway. but then im back here again. life is a meme. funny how everything on the outside is going well but on the inside im breaking down as a person.
Anonymous
>>11089750 i'm not psychic you know. How can i know if you came up with it or not.
> u seem like a dipshit i'm sorry. I did not mean to seem this way.
Ritsu
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>>11089757 thanks u actually seem nice. idk about the others here. i feel like my views on people generally has become dust.
Anonymous
>>11089750 you're too weak willed for that
Ritsu
Anonymous
>>11089755 So they think you are very mentally ill... I think life isn't something for you, you will probably agree. You will either be in eternal nothingness or reborn in the end after all.
Anonymous
>>11089755 it's going to get better, ritsu.
you'll get through this.
you'll stop feeling like you have to die.
people will start understanding you.
you will finally find a place where you feel like you belong.
and you won't feel so lonely all the time any more.
Ritsu
>>11089770 they think im at a risk of killing myself so they are being wary. life has been bullshit this far. seeing everyone else breeze through while i seem to have unexplainable issues with myself with i later found out to be my fucky brain.
>>11089771 your family and ancestors would strike you down if they were to witness you like this. utterly shameless. you have no self awareness or any dignity
Anonymous
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The Asians were the hardest part...
Anonymous
>>11089778 yeah, haha.. if only that was true, right
wouldn't it be nice if got better?
wouldn't it be nice if you got through this?
wouldn't it be nice?
but it's not nice.
the world is not nice.
the world sucks.
Anonymous
>>11089778 you know it's true.
it's not going to get better.
Anonymous
>>11089778 people aren't magically going to start understanding how you feel.
Anonymous
>>11089778 you'll never get rid of those thoughts.
Ritsu
>>11089782 >>11089784 >>11089787 >>11089789 im not gonna take this seriously. when u are talking like this lole
Anonymous
>>11089794 just go fucking kill yourself already, halfbreed
Ritsu
>>11089798 >halfbreed what even in the fuck lmao. how about you go suck muhammed cock pussy norwegian bitch boy
Anonymous
>>11089802 whoa, that's a lot of anger, buddy. lashing out like that makes me feel like i hit a nerve. is that the root of your problems? feeling like you don't belong here?
Ritsu
>>11089805 i dont need to belong anywhere. everywhere belongs to me.
Anonymous
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>>11089806 dude, listen to yourself.
you know, that mental hospital you talked about seems more and more like a good idea.
Anonymous
>>11089778 Maybe they even expect you to kill yourself. Ya most people in 1st world have life on easy mode but some like you aren't made for it. Btw if you kys and manage to get a bit of attention because of it, you can expect 80 people to copy you and end their lives. You would basically be the reason for these people to end it all
Anonymous
Ritsu
>>11089810 if i manage to get meds. i will get back my revenge on this shitty world. but if i dont get it. then i will kill myself. also i dont care about people. i only care about myself and someone else and thats about it. why the fuck would i care if 50 people kill themselves? when people here wouldnt care if i kill myself. having feelings for people is a mistake it seems. because people are actual trash.
Anonymous
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>>11089817 i would definitely care if you killed yourself.
in fact, i'd make a thread about it and everything.
Anonymous
>>11089817 Meds are easy to get but they are a gamble. They rarely help people with real problems and they can even make things worse. I'm not saying the 80 people would be a bad thing. I am just saying they would do it because of you. Wouldn't it be nice knowing 80 humans will end their life because of you? Are meds your last hope?
Ritsu
>>11089827 not easy to get in my circumstances. also half of those with adhd in norway gets their diagnosis taken away after treatment lole. meds are my last hope. i researched as much as i can about how they work and how they impact the brain.
Anonymous
Ritsu
i miss old bant. this bant is trash. im heading to sleep. hope you all go to hell i guess. good night
Anonymous
Anonymous
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>>11089837 Can't you get them online illegaly to try them out? If it's difficult to get them legally then this is a way to try it
Anonymous
Anonymous
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>>11089847 no, you're trash.
kill yourself
Anonymous
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>>11089817 if that's the route you really wanna take I would suggest low dose cathinones and LSD.
but be careful with the LSD and very careful with the cats
Anonymous
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>>11089847 mk real talk speaking from experience when you cookoo in the head it dont matter what anyone says youll find a way to twist it to what you want to hear
get help, or dont and have it get worse until youre a hobo on the streets actually contemplating death, i mean maybe youll be able to pull out of it then but if you dont haha lol
Anonymous
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>>11089502 just cut your wrist not too deep if you want to punish yourself this bad
worked for me!
Anonymous
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nvm it's just an attention whore
Stupid Retard
Anonymous
>>11089847 Wait, It was all a shitpost?
Always has been
Anonymous
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>>11089502 don't do that
you are weird but I wouldn't wish you any harm
I'm in the same boat but I'm probably not going to do it in hopes of the future being better, and because I don't wish for pain on my family. it's a bit of a selfish thing to do.
>>11089847 goodnight
>>11093832 i don't know, he's always very depressive
some sp*n*sh subhuman
>>11089502 Run away from Norway. The shithole where you live is what's fucking up your head. Statistics don't lie.
Anonymous
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>>11094196 Where is there even left to run to? Eastern Europe?
Anonymous
Anonymous
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cringe
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