>>11100867Beating my meat to some horrendous shit for 13 years - ever since I got access to the internet it just got worse and worse - but it came to a head in the past couple of years since I had a vision
I'm trying to change now, but it bugs me, especially after I relapsed. I'm going to get this monkey off my back and get my life back on track in this hell world if it's the last thing I do.
It's gross, it's wrong, I want no part in it anymore; I want it to stop, and I will make it stop.