>>11136966When you're young there's a certain appeal to being alone. It's not that I want anyone around me. I function better alone. But I don't get anything done at all. couldn't even properly kill myself
>>11136971Writing seems like such a waste though. All artistic processes are in my situation. I don't enjoy the process of creating them. I don't enjoy them when they're finished. And I don't have to, nor do I want to, share them with people. You're an exception, Romania. But even you read what I wrote, and then go on to doing something else. It's hard to do such a troublesome work when I feel there's no payoff
>>11136952I can't become a politician. I can't even go outdoors. But the fact that you cared enough to make that suggestion really does mean a lot to me
