>>11209266oh brit, if only it were so easy as if something needs to happen
at this point I'm just reluctant at even attempting to explain what the hell is going on as I doubt I'd be met on the equal grounding where I do not expect for anybody to stand on my side but merely that my desires be left respected if I decide not to do something (and if it happens that the thing is semi urgent that I do nothing for couple of days at best)
like I get how people are praatic and utilitarian, but I just don't see why would somebody pick up a fuss for sometjing that isn't even part of their business for the person in question (yours truly) performs underefficiently
with all due respect to my cease in herbal self medication my rhetoric started to blunder, my speech started slurring and stuttering st times, I make less sense than a senseless being
all I wanted is an inch of autonomy but my desires are agan not respected inspite my concedance to the rules of their game
I don't want to play anymore
I don't want to be anymore
just take me out
just let me go
just finnish me off you don't plan to let me live
