>>11216819its so wierd how something so seemingly basic is so difficult huh
unfortunanely for you my friend this is a matter only you can go about fixing nothing I say will matters in the end its your choice
I mean I guess for starters you can think about how you would like to be treated and start caring for yourself in that manner, for me I know I have a very hard time dealing with people on count of my assborgers so I know its fine to remove myself when I cant handle it I dont guilt myself for it I know thats how I am and yeah I dont have any friends cause of how frankly weird I am but I know I try my best and thats good enough for me of course Im always looking to better myself but at my pace