>>11246547You’d never understand the attachment and desire to obey a God. It should be as something that has become more natural than breathing or eating. The idea that everything has come from nothing is absurd. We may not understand it, but that only proves our limited competence. Every day I think about the end of my life. And if it were to end, I wonder what an all-knowing all-powerful being would have to say about the life I’ve lived. I do not wish to suffer on this earth, and this being would certainly not want me to suffer. We are put here to develope as people. But some of us will be overtaken by fleshy pleasures and doubt and will lose our spirits. When that happens, we are but mere animals gratifying our most base of impulses. That is not what I long for. I wish to become divine and live the life that many have given up for no other reason than raw physical pleasure and doubt. This world I long for is not something that can be described or explained. It surpasses human imagination, and brings about joy that can not be understood. To those who seek true happiness, God is the answer.