My dad is just a typical white American and my mom is more of Italian. I have the worst genetics though. I’m 5’7” which is shorter than my dad and no one takes me very seriously because I’m shortish I have dark curly hair that when it’s long enough it looks like I have an Afro, but I have blue eyes. I’m over weight (not morbidly obese) even though I barely eat and occasionally work out. And I have a fucking ugly face too, it just doesn’t look good. I’m basically a 3 or 4 out of 10. I should’ve been a Chad why am I like this? Should I kill myself is there any point to living. How do I cope and please no bully