have you ever felt that you want to collapse
everything is useless
it is too late to do anything
it wont get any better
you feel your chest is in cold pain like you were slashed with a knife and you are bleeding out
your legs going numb barely supporting you
each breath takes large amount of effort
and you just want to cry
and there is nobody to help you
and there is nobody even who could help you
and you just want end it all but you are too tired and weak to even do that
and you dont know why you feel this or what causes it
it just hits you and it takes days to get back to normal
have you ever felt that?