>>11303105I don't wanna get into it... but I clearly hurt his feelings.
I fucked up and I don't think he is going to forgive me.
I didn't realize the gravity I guess of what he was putting before me and I thought putting it off for a short time for very reasonable reasons would be okay, but clearly it wasn't.
I also had meant to tell him that I was going to put it off but never did.
I have so much regret over it.
I love him more then anything... and now there is nothing I can do.