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Anonymous ID:92n9rRvY Thu 17 Sep 2020 23:14:45 No.11312558 View View Reply Original Report

Do you want to kill yourself over anyone /bant/ ?
I really want to die over someone
And i want them to know i died for them. I don't think I can live life without this person. No matter how much time passes nothing i feel for him changes and dying over him is what im going to do

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:NrEUCquh Thu 17 Sep 2020 23:37:41 No.11312631 Report

Quoted By: >>11313440

>>11312558
Not really. I get wanting to bail on life.
I struggle daily with such awful thoughts.
But dying for someone doesn't really make sense.
You're talking about being so desperate to make them care that you would do it just hit them emotionally?
You've gotta see why that's a bad idea.
If you don't, just take my word for it.

You can live without a partner in life.
I don't know if you have any family or friends,
but just having some kind of support structure like that will help you snap out of it eventually.

People are not worth your life unless you're literally saving their life.
That's a fact.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:92n9rRvY Thu 17 Sep 2020 23:59:33 No.11313440 Report

Quoted By: >>11313473

>>11312631
Yeah i guess thats a correct statement for the most part. I mean i know its a bad idea but idk its been five years and the feeling has only grown and idk i want him to know how much i regret everything and how much it hurts. Idk
Funny thing is im not even alone. Just my heart just doesn't stop hurting and idk i feel love for him more then i do my partner and idk what to do about it.
I do have support i have people who love me nothing helps
I feel like hes worth my life he doesnt care about me at all but hes the only person in my life my heart seems to actually care about I don't care for family or friends i dont even feel like i love anyone else in my life but him. Killing myself is all i want to do if hes just going to hate me forever

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S1G !/sig//vPy6 ID:zP6VBnP7 Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:08:09 No.11313456 Report

Quoted By: >>11313460 >>11313505 >>11313525

I like the romanticism of it. But what's the point if you won't even get to see their reaction to it?

Suicide pacts, on the other hand...

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:l8y2sf+g Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:09:19 No.11313460 Report

Quoted By: >>11313464

>>11313456
Fuck you sig I hate you

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S1G !/sig//vPy6 ID:zP6VBnP7 Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:11:03 No.11313464 Report

Quoted By: >>11313575

>>11313460
W-what'd I ever do to you?

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Anonymous ID:NrEUCquh Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:15:34 No.11313473 Report

Quoted By: >>11313505

>>11313440
Well damn. That's a lot longer than I expected.
Anything else I saw will probably just sound like empty hope.
I've never had to deal with feelings that lasted that long,
and I genuinely don't know know what else to say.

Some people work themselves to death, some get hobbies etc, all to distance and distract yourself as much as possible.
I think you have to start somewhere along those lines.
You have to pull yourself out of that hole.
The better you get used to distancing your old feelings from your current self,
the easier things should be going forward.

That's about all I can say.
Don't give up, don't give in to your feelings.
Get out of that fucking hole.

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Anonymous ID:QGQbj0Bk Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:36:50 No.11313505 Report

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>>11313456
Well thanks for thinking its a romantic. I mean yeah that is obviously annoying but id just have to settle with knowing hed know i killed myself for him and honestly regarldess if he cares or not i want him to know
>>11313473
Idk i will continue to try and my breath carrys me forward but I don't know if this feeling will ever stop and my life really isnt the greatest anyway desu its hard to distract myself

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:VwvTbbde Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:46:27 No.11313525 Report

Quoted By: >>11313530

>>11313456
this. theres no reason to do it for the romantic part if you never know.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:QGQbj0Bk Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:48:50 No.11313530 Report

Quoted By: >>11313531

>>11313525
What

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:VwvTbbde Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:50:35 No.11313531 Report

Quoted By: >>11313553

>>11313530
if you can never see the reaction of the person who you’re doing it for then the romantic part is stupid. Now if you want to be like an hero it makes sense I guess

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:03NP34Kg Fri 18 Sep 2020 00:52:10 No.11313535 Report

Quoted By: >>11313553

Being suicidal is fucking gay. If you're really that depressed get some help or go out like a badass and snort yayo off a tiger's scrotum or something

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:rN/+7VVp Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:05:02 No.11313553 Report

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>>11313531
i disagree. Its not about their reaction its about the impact or supposed impact. Knowing the reaction is just feeding your ego
>>11313535
you're german you're fucking gay

Leafman

Leafman ID:OKJ8vLlN Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:06:11 No.11313557 Report

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>>11312558
Cool! Real Yandere!

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:QFCu5rFU Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:13:12 No.11313575 Report

Quoted By: >>11313578

>>11313464
you're just evil incarnate by design and any sort person will ignore you.

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S1G !/sig//vPy6 ID:1ZPyAedT Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:16:49 No.11313578 Report

Quoted By: >>11313582

>>11313575
>any sort person will ignore you.
Then why're you replying to me?

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Anonymous ID:QFCu5rFU Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:19:52 No.11313582 Report

Quoted By: >>11313590

>>11313578
I am not a smort person,
but your still an eternally lying stereotype.

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S1G !/sig//vPy6 ID:1ZPyAedT Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:23:35 No.11313590 Report

Quoted By: >>11313601

>>11313582
Hmmm Iunno what you mean. You're taking things too seriously, man.

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Anonymous ID:QFCu5rFU Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:25:58 No.11313601 Report

Quoted By: >>11313605

>>11313590
¥enable my weak lies
no faggot lole

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S1G !/sig//vPy6 ID:1ZPyAedT Fri 18 Sep 2020 01:27:57 No.11313605 Report

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>>11313601
Uhhh ok... See ya around!

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Reimu !R2p4NReiMU ID:yKFY10s0 Fri 18 Sep 2020 11:21:54 No.11315257 Report

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