>>11340899What is there to talk about? My unconditional love, being the retarded romantic I were, was rewarded with cheating the second the whore got cured of her "my-pussy-hurts-during-sex" syndrome, which coincided perfectly with the time of my life where finals for my studies were coming up, and my mentally deranged lil sis tried to kill herself every 2 weeks for the next 9 months, leaving me unable to even sit down and cope with my own personal problems as I had to move back home and assist my family with the insanity my druggie whore immouto enacted.
All the weird and fucked up sights caused by lil sis' suicide attempts (blood everywhere, frothing at the mouth, convulsions, etc etc, I was there many times to save her because the police didnt want to save her) mixed with my pure seething hatred for the betrayal of my high school sweetheart in the midst of all this ended up developing into a weird PTSD depression mix, and now my life is fucking shit and I have no motivation to do anything about anything anymore.
Suggestions welcome (yes, I'm seeing a shrink, no it haven't worked so far (9 months) )