>>11360282That's exactly right, dear burger, but...
How come that's a bad thing? What makes you think you deserve to "matter" in the great scheme of things, on a world scale? What makes you think you NEED to?
No matter what self-deprecating bullshit about being depressed you run on repeat in your own head, I'm sure you matter to some folks - family first and foremost. Or do you need a history book with your name in it to feel validated? If so.. that's quite a ways away.