>>11361209i started NoFap last summer (of 2019) and after my initial struggle in July i managed to pull of a ~130 days streak (from August 16th to January 4th). Then another ~100 day streak (from January 4th to March 27th).
At the beginning of the quarantine i was still sort of holding, but started watching porn again (without masturbating). then i watched more porn, then more porn, and i masturbated again. Then again 1 week later, the again 1 week later, then 6 days later, then 5 days later, and for until recently, every ~1 week, i relapsed, told myself this was the final time, and these last few weeks I've masturbated, for the first time since start of last summer, 3 days in a row. I constantly browsed NoFap. I recently realised the only thing back then that was holding me back from relapse was my crush, which i stopped seeing for 3 months due to the quarantine, and who now isn't in my school anymore, and the peer pressure of a NatSoc discord server i was on but who i stopped going to due to my parents finding out, and that recently got banned.
Now i'm trying a new tactic. before i tried to hold one week, then masturbating without porn, and then slowly increase that time, but i'd always end up masturbating to porn at that point, or masturbating the day before. This week i've tried to not masturbate for one then ,then do it without porn, then 2 days, then without porn. I got the first day without porn, then 2 days, but at the end of that i masturbated with porn. I think about porn alot less and i think this is the one technique.
Wish me luck, Anons.
