>>1136985No. This late in your life you need to do something drastic to be taken seriously. You would probably just end up with a diagnosis of depression or social anxiety if you went to a doctor. An autism diagnosis isnt even the main issue though now that you can just be labeled 'high functioning', the issue is proving that youre incapable of functioning in normal society and an attempted suicide would be an excellent step in the right direction there. Just make sure you sound absolutely terrified when you call the ambulance and you have to get violent with the paramedics when they try to help because, as an autist, you dont like having your personal space violated.
