We're doing a math recap at physics uni because it just started but it's crammed af, i want to understand things, i didn't learn that much in high school so i don't know some of these concepts, fuck i'll go back to khan academy and self study i find it more pleasing and i understand better by myself.

I feel like i'm going to be behind and get fucked

There's a standard for going to uni though and i get it, you shuld have some prerequisites to do the courses, that i almost have so maybe i can recover.