Life is just crap nowadays.

Phimosis at early age, so no choice but to get circumcised.
Family constantly argues with each other and is at eachother's throats.
Scared to leave home because I don't want to be alone.
Can't physically bring myself to deal with my emotionally abusive sister since she has friends who'd kick my ass if I tried to get her out the house.
Thought everything would be good when I turned 18, it isn't.

I don't know what to do anons, I might just sell all my stuff, donate it to something then off myself.

What would be a good way to do it?

Also tits for your time.