>>11447363Heh... sorry, I just don't have many people I can talk with.
These last few days have been really rough.
Things haven't been going well between me and that person.
I really love them but... I feel like they might not be willing anymore.
I asked them about it pretty directly... but they told me they needed time to think and since then they've been unavailable.
They might not be back until after the weekend... and even then who knows?
I ended up drinking yesterday and sent a bunch of messages at them... and I think I made it much worse.
I apologized and then let it go but... they didn't respond, and now I feel even worse.
Having this hanging over my head... not having a clue as to what is going to happen... having to wait... its really frustrating.