I woke up today from a nightmare filled with people I have not met in years. Ex lovers and old friends. I find myself in my late 20's and realize that my best times are behind me. I will never again achieve the happiness of my early 20's and am doomed to continue the rest of my life in sociological squander. This quarantine has not helped at all, as I don't think I've talked to someone new since the start of the year.

Every day it gets a little worse.