i've found it
the most bizarre, tag addled, vaguely disconcerting video ever
i should be happy, its the shangrila of every horrible think i like.
i can't even fap to it, i haven't felt uncomfortable like this in as long as i can remember. its almost a spiritual experience, this is how bad i am? holy shit. i should go get fucking exorcised and live in the tibetan mountains with no internet access and live a quiet life of contemplation. what the fuck

no i won't link it