>>11471761Reimu is a beautiful young woman and yet you're seeing edits made of her with shit on her face.
The only life for a personality on 4chan is that of constantly shrugging off hate.
People like you Jewliet. You're popular. Other anons aren't and so they're going to talk as much shit as they can in time because they're seething at you.
At the peak they'll obsess over you and spam the board as you. Hell you may even be the victim of ridiculing memes about you.
This is not a hugbox it's a hurt locker and your desire for happiness and niceness while admirable is a large task here.
All I can say is good luck and you have the gang with you to help you through it.