>>11476393It was a couple years ago. Friends of mine invited me over to marathon something all night. I cannot even remember what it was now but I think it might have been Python or Who. Something I wasn't into
Buddy had some liquid drops that I thought was vape liquid back when I played the douche flute
Turns out it was not vape liquid but had the after taste of the coffee goo I had been using
I lifted 20 minutes in and all I could remember was that everything was vibrating but at different levels and my brain was trying to understand the synesthesia I was experiencing. I would describe it now like using the sense of touch to experience every other sensation, and my eyes translating that into fractal super patterns that began to dissolve with each heave, only to reappear at the cusp of the beginning of each vibration.
I had motor function but lacked bodily anonymity so it felt like I was doing everything in the room that everything was doing, including occupying the space all of the matter occupied.
apparently Im a furniture mover
I peaked when I couldn't move again and realized that color and sound were what was creating the vibrations and when I closed my eyes the eyelid movies detailed way, way more. It's like I turned my eyes around and observed the inner workings of my electrons firing off
I came to the realization that we were once a greater hive mind, or something like that. We tried to achieve this again through out human history but only recently started getting close to the concept
That all we are is just sentient math and vague, poorly realized aspects of concepts and temporal anchorage
