I can't stand going to bed on time and at reasonable hours.
I have to trust my brain to shut down while not knowing if I will actually be able to fall asleep,
or sleep through the night without waking up over and over.

But tonight is one of the few nights
I will be able to completely wear myself out mentally
to where my mind will by default shut down from exhaustion.

I know I'm not the only one who does this,
so I hope you all have comfy sleeps too.