>>11563105>but this doesn't explain every dreamIndeed, it does not. But since you clearly obsess about having a japanese mommy gf / going out with loli-years old, I think it works in your case.
Older teens / young twenty year olds often pray upon younger people because they lack ability to score with a mate of similar age. It's dozens time easier to impress a younger person, especially a girl, who oftentimes prefer their soulmates to be older than them.
It's sometimes also a sign of degeneracy and having no personality though, hence inability of sustaining a healthy relationship with matured fellows.