>>11568360Like I said I didn't specifically replied to you. It was a generic reply to the question why I got so much worse affected by abuse
>>11568362Were you really torrentinf stuff as a 10yo? I watched vids about cutting and read stories about suicide to cope with stress, by reminding myself it is my own choice to continue this life but if it gets too much I could always end it. Kekkkkkkk imagine being fucking 10yo and thinking stuff like this
>that's kind of autist behaviour though for real the only kids i saw ever doing that were autists but you were raised pretty badly obviously so who knows I had no other way to cope with stress. It helped so good against stress. Probably if I didn't stop it I wouldn't be as mentally ill as today kek
>>11568364Ya still life is misery rn
