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My employer claims that deleting racist comments on social media is "essential work" and so I have to work in an open floor office with hundreds of other people in the state with the largest number of cases

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IapiseB0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:12:33 No.11595796 Report

Quoted By: >>11595805

>>11595793
ahh i see.. Must be tough on you...
what sort of comapny do you work for?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ySgw+Aa9 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:13:52 No.11595800 Report

Quoted By: >>11595812

>>11595777
the only reality i like is the one i make up

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:G4ZchfMs Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:14:18 No.11595802 Report

Quoted By: >>11595812

>>11595791
yyyyyes?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1citxyc0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:14:35 No.11595805 Report

Quoted By: >>11595812

>>11595796
A contractor for Facebook. Their employees do the same shit and are WFH until next July at the earliest

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IapiseB0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:17:59 No.11595812 Report

Quoted By: >>11595819 >>11595821 >>11595837

>>11595800
what sort of reality is it? Do you have a way of escaping into it for a while?
>>11595802
what sort of thoughts do you want to silence?
>>11595805
ah facebook... Doesn't sound like a nice enviroment... It might be best to switch careers, would that be possible in the near future?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1citxyc0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:19:46 No.11595819 Report

Quoted By: >>11595832

>>11595812
This is the worst possible economy to do that. The rate of people quitting AND being laid off is extremely high, many businesses are going bankrupt or shrinking, and I would lose my health insurance.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:G4ZchfMs Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:21:04 No.11595821 Report

Quoted By: >>11595832

>>11595812
I hurt too many people and apparently my brain enjoys reminding me of that every day

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IapiseB0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:25:24 No.11595832 Report

Quoted By: >>11595838 >>11595851

>>11595819
hmm that is rather troublesome... Is there an enviroment where you can relax and forget about it for some time?
>>11595821
How do you hurt them? Is it intentional? Perhaps focusing on the good deeds you've done to others would help you with these thoughts?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ySgw+Aa9 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:27:11 No.11595837 Report

Quoted By: >>11595842

>>11595812
>Do you have a way of escaping into it for a while?
yes and no, whenever i find myself in a made up reality my real reality drags me back

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:G4ZchfMs Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:27:36 No.11595838 Report

Quoted By: >>11595842

>>11595832
that's what I thought too! ...no it doesn't work, apparently scars covered in bandaids are still scars
it's weird how other people are the victims of your mistakes but if you have a conscience technically you yourself will end up being the victim too

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IapiseB0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:29:58 No.11595842 Report

Quoted By: >>11595847 >>11595862

>>11595837
Have you considered trying lucid dreaming? It may help you achieving a perfect reality for a while once you master it. And it would encourage healthy sleeping habits!
>>11595838
do these people keep remind you of your mistakes too? Perhaps they're not as big as you make out them to be

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:d/NRUQhB Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:31:07 No.11595846 Report

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>>11595777
The trash compactor in the death star is magnetically sealed.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:G4ZchfMs Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:31:12 No.11595847 Report

Quoted By: >>11595860

>>11595842
oh no lol I don't see em anymore I had to run very far away

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1citxyc0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:31:51 No.11595851 Report

Quoted By: >>11595860

>>11595832
I dunno. Pretty hard in this situation. Doctor actually convinced me to add an antianxiety med to the two other depression drugs I'm taking. I'll get through this somehow.

Thanks for talking to me. Hope you're safe and holding up well.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IapiseB0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:37:40 No.11595860 Report

Quoted By: >>11595875

>>11595847
perhaps running away is what causing these thoughts in the first place?
>>11595851
hmm prescribing meds for what is essentially a natural reaction is questionable... Though if it helps, then that's great! I do hope you pull through this too.
>Thanks for talking to me
no problem, lad!

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ySgw+Aa9 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:40:12 No.11595862 Report

Quoted By: >>11595924

>>11595842
>Have you considered trying lucid dreaming?
sounds too difficult, im going back to reality battles now

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:1citxyc0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 01:46:06 No.11595875 Report

Quoted By: >>11595924

>>11595860
That's what I felt too, but I'm also undergoing an experimental treatment for depression so it's probably important to put me in the best position to benefit from it and heal

Normie

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Normie ID:shaVHZZ1 Thu 05 Nov 2020 02:04:03 No.11595918 Report

Quoted By: >>11595924

I wake up every day sad not because I have to live with who I am but because I woke up at all.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IapiseB0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 02:06:48 No.11595924 Report

Quoted By: >>11596098

>>11595862
i think it's still worth a try
>>11595875
i hope this treatment works!
>>11595918
is there a reason why you're feeling this way?

El Arcón

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El Arcón ID:DaIzaqBZ Thu 05 Nov 2020 02:07:51 No.11595925 Report

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This new giant thing implanted in my asshole is apparently an explosive device.

Normie

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Normie ID:shaVHZZ1 Thu 05 Nov 2020 02:50:28 No.11596098 Report

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>>11595924
Nope. I've felt this way for the past decade or so. I just hide it away and never whine.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:+pnkiKd/ Thu 05 Nov 2020 03:02:44 No.11596124 Report

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>>11595777
i just shidded water

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:GCXxOKDh Thu 05 Nov 2020 07:12:02 No.11596549 Report

Quoted By: >>11597205 >>11597322

>>11595777
how can I wake up each morning, to say to myself I'm worth it?
people could say it all the time, yet it wouldn't affect me for more than a few hours.
really would like your help or anyone else that answers

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:YMlNzoNT Thu 05 Nov 2020 08:13:49 No.11596643 Report

Quoted By: >>11597205

>>11595777
I'm going to die of stress related complications because I'm an idiot that can't take care of himself

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:GIJ6zyXq Thu 05 Nov 2020 08:14:36 No.11596644 Report

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Anonymous

Anonymous ID:WvYK0NkJ Thu 05 Nov 2020 08:19:15 No.11596651 Report

Quoted By: >>11596666

i cant get a fuckin job after applyin to over 167 jobs and i dont have any money left for rent cause it all went to my meds fuck my life

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:GIJ6zyXq Thu 05 Nov 2020 08:30:36 No.11596666 Report

Quoted By: >>11596667

>>11596651
crapitalism amirite

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:MaSkWjZS Thu 05 Nov 2020 08:31:23 No.11596667 Report

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>>11596666
quads of going to bed

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:/j/xZMFu Thu 05 Nov 2020 08:42:29 No.11596688 Report

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STFU retard

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:n9kTccvb Thu 05 Nov 2020 11:35:20 No.11597070 Report

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i play too much vidyas and dont focus on school.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IapiseB0 Thu 05 Nov 2020 12:43:14 No.11597205 Report

Quoted By: >>11597299

>>11596549
what makes you think that you're not worth it?
>>11596643
Honestly i could probably say the same about myself

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:0ar8tCat Thu 05 Nov 2020 12:46:34 No.11597214 Report

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My troubles are that discord threads are boring and this one is a thread of that kind

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:GCXxOKDh Thu 05 Nov 2020 13:42:03 No.11597299 Report

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>>11597205
>be me, 22 years old, started to study at college.
>covid is shit so of course we do classes online.
>been studying and getting so much distraction from my phone or computer all the time. despite that tried my hardest to re-learn/re-read all materials given in the lessons.
>of course noticed it too before the exams so tried throwing away distractions, still couldn't focus entirely.
>haven't had much time to be with friends so I could study, yet fell into depression or just a moody attitude.
>currently doing my second semester and trying to improve myself, feeling a bit better but still not as much as I'd want to be happy; fearing might fall into worse condition.
I know it's just a temporary thing, but it stings a little and doesn't get better anon. really hope you'll do much better

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:gzhC/oAE Thu 05 Nov 2020 13:49:55 No.11597315 Report

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>>11595793
OI VEY! ITS LIKE ANUDDAH SPANISH FLU! You must be literally shaking!

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:gzhC/oAE Thu 05 Nov 2020 13:56:18 No.11597322 Report

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>>11596549
Do 20 pushups and situps. It will make you feel worth it.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:idMcVWsx Thu 05 Nov 2020 19:33:52 No.11598649 Report

Quoted By: >>11598880

I don't really have many complaints apart of the lack of pussy. Which is a constant anyways.

Job is somewhat guaranteed until the end of the year.
Got a new car.
Investments are going up in the long term
Still no pussy though.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TVTm5xfvjk

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ocdjos8S Thu 05 Nov 2020 21:15:00 No.11598880 Report

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>>11598649
Ayo hol up, is dat candy rayciss?

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