I was happy when I was a cute 113lb twig but when chink psych "dr" made me get skinnyfat I want to kill myself 10x more now.
But my anorexia vision isn't as strong as it was last year so its too hard to starve myself anymore.
I can't kill myself until I am at least 125lbs.
How can I find someone online who will lock me jn their basement and starve me?
I tried asking on craigslist but no one replied.