>>11645062>I just mean will those who blindly deny continue to do so? even with the proof right in their face?In all honesty, despite the shit I'm giving the angsty teen, I am an atheist as well. I honestly wish I wasn't. I really envy you guys that have faith and I wish I could believe, too, I just don't know how I can force myself to do that.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not like other atheist pukes that just want to whine about Christianity, and no, I don't think I'm smarter than people who DO believe. Quite the opposite in fact, it's like I'm missing a piece of myself and can't find it.
If He came back, if I knew it was Him... I guess I'd probably feel really bad, enough to cry and actually ask Him for forgiveness. But, if it really is all true, then I'd be screwed anyways... Faith isn't something you're shown proof for. It's something you believe without proof...
