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I called Helene yesterday to complain about being in Antarctica. After a while, she asked me if there was anyone "I didn't turn on yet." The way she was luxuriating in asking me that makes it completely obvious that someone did not turn on me, so thank you, whoever you are. Don't be like Uzzah, whoever you are.
She vigorously denied raping me on the phone as well. She is a huge liar and she did do it, and my memory is very clear. Although I only put it together in recent years how serious was that thing that she did to me that day with me laying on my back with my legs up for her to access my anus with her rape tool,
SOME NIGGER OUTSIDE CACKLING WHEN I WROTE THAT
I think the evidence of the psychological trauma was there all along because my fetish for what sexual position I like to watch is the the woman lying on
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her back exactly like that, and fetishes come from trauma. Why does that one do it for me so much more than any other? It's because that's how Helene hurt me, *on purpose*, even if she did hurt me worse than she meant to. She is a huge liar and she is evil. She stuck that fucking thing way up in my guts and hurt with it. She hurt me so severely that I have retained for decades the crystal clear memory of how harsh was the sudden pain in my side that day, even when I had never assigned much significance to it until recently.
