>>11699564no, I keep myself occupied with Vidya and YouTube for the majority I do the bare minimum to keep myself afloat.
I barely do enough everyday to distract myself from realizing my own reality of being extensively lonely by doing basic chores. I don't mind the solitude at all. but not having any irl friends period to talk to at all is detrimental. I work online I dropped out of my university online. I'm only talk to my mom through calls weekly. I live alone.
basically Each day is the same. it's almost like I'm waiting for something terribly bad to happen to me to force myself "out there" but until then I'm stagnate and slowly withering at myself by being distracted with mundane shit.
